Leaving home

I didn’t know

How to put jam on my toasts.

I didn’t know,

How to tie the lace of shoes,

I was twenty two,

Still my momma’s baby boy.

My father,

Pushed me out of the door,

Said , I am old enough,

To find my path.

But, my steps returned home.

He pushed me again and again,

Everytime, I felt

Shackles on my feet,

pulled me to my home,

Because, there was my mom.

One night the thunder broke,

The sky began to cry,

My momma slept,

Never to wake up again,

I wept so loud,

With silence on my mouth.

Me and dad bid her adieu,

“Here lies my loving mother”,

I wrote on her tombstone.

Dad pushed me again,

Out of the door,

This time,

My feet felt no restrain,

They steped foward,

Never to return again.

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Do you remember?

How much I dislike tomatoes.


Those, in everything you like.

That day, I found,

No Tomatoes in our Salad.

You said, “I don’t like”.

I knew, you sacrificed, for me,

The taste of your tongue,

Love, took over,

A tiny wish of yours,

Tomatoes, I began to like.

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Yayyyyy…. My first chapter is ready

Hi folks. Hope all of you are having a great time, those from India, I wish you a very happy Navratri and Durga Puja.

Guys, after clearing all the gray clouds of procrastination I finally began to write my novel, it has been more than a week since I wrote the very first word and now it’s 10000 words.

The story is about Eric, an Indian American and his wife Sarah, one fine morning they went out for a drive on a hilly track but the cloud was thick enough to lower the visibility and unfortunately they met with an accident. I would prefer not to share more at this point and keep it as a surprise for you, that you will find in my novel once it gets published.

Folks, I am a gardener, not architect, I keep on writing without deciding the plot, let the characters to grow depending on the situation, so the ending of the story hasn’t been decided yet. I write at least 1000 to 2000 words a day, sometimes more but if I have no time at all then any how I manage to write 1000 words.

I hope by next month I will be done with my first draft, I am planning to send it to traditional publishers in February, if get rejected I will go for self-publishing and by the last quarter of 2020 it will be done.

So, dear blogger fam, wish me good luck.

Have a good time, happy Navaratri and Durga Puja again.

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Pros and Cons of Self-publishing

Hey blogger family, hope all of you are having a pretty cool weekend.

Folks, many of us,after blogging for years plans to write books, many among us even start a blog because in future they want to publish their book, whether it’s a book about their subject or novel or even blogging it self.

Writing is not at all an easy task, if you are a writer than you are well aware of the fact that writing is something very difficult and it takes a lot of time to write enough words to transform those in a book or novel. But after so much hard work if our work is not published than all the hard work goes in vein, more over after publishing if the readers do not buy it then there’s no use of writing.

The first step is writing but getting published in the first aim. There are mainly two kinds of publishing, one traditional publishing another self publishing. I am talking about paperback only, not Ebooks. Let’s talk about Self publishing first, as it is more easier and quicker.

What is Self publishing ?

Self-Publishing is publishing your book by paying an amount to the publishing agency.

How much money it may take?

The amount of money one needs to pay to the agency varies from agency to agency, most agencies have packages, for example premium, lite, plus etc etc (varies from publisher to publisher). They may charge anything between 20K to 50K or more,(Indian Rupees) depending upon the services they are providing in addition to publishing, for example, ISBN and copyright registration, making books available on leading online shopping platform etc.

Pros and Cons :

As I always say, every coin has two sides, things having advantages also have disadvantages. Let’s talk about the advantages first.

1. Self-Publishing is easy, although it needs money to pay but self publishing gives you the independence to manage your book the way you want.

2. In traditional publishing once you submit the manuscript, the review committee review your work and then if the like it they publish it, it takes a longer time in comparison to self-publishing, in case of self- publishing it takes a couple of weeks with most of the publishers.

3. In traditional publishing sometimes the publisher may ask you to change the plot or sequence of chapters, in self-publishing it’s all your wish.

4. In self-publishing you can choose the cover design, you can even hire your own cover designer.

5. In traditional publishing, the publisher set the price of your book. In the case of self-publishing, you set the price of your book.

Now let’s see the disadvantages.

1. The most important disadvantage that I feel in case of self-publishing is Book marketing, you yourself will have to market your book.

2. Traditional publishers like Penguin Publishers and many like them have a wide reach, their books are available in many stores, so here it’s a disadvantage in self publishing, the publishing agency may market your books on online platforms and some book stores but their reach is not as large as traditional publishers.

3. Another thing is book promotion. In self-publishing you have to promote your book, a few publishers helps in promoting your book but most of the time you yourself will have to manage your book.

These are some Pros and Cons of self-publishing your book. If you are in a hurry and have enough time as well as skills to manage your book’s marketing and sales then self-publishing is a good option in my opinion.

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